Yesterday our director rejected my drawing. All his messages and requirement passed to my immediate superior. But the info pass on to me is lacking and he rejected my design..STUPID. In fact both of them make a mistake too..haha..Today I went to METALTech Exhibition in PWTC..Its an eyes opener which see so many hightech machine which we dont have. I cant believe that, our old and rusty machine wanna upgrade la..how long somemore u expect the old machine to serve us??

I was wondering also, when only we’re going to purchase one of those machine. I think most probably its day dreaming..therefore it ends at 6.30pm when stepped out from PWTC. hahaa..

Aninie, when united we’re strong. So if u think of quitting jgn lupa ajak kawan2..cos i might join in. But not in this nearest time..If my plan goes well, middle of next year I gonna quit looo…

I heard many of our support technical members work very stressful and quit their job. Mostly claim our boss are insane and heartless which I very agree on this. Lately, I’m very stressful too. So many ppl claim that they’re my boss..in the office oredi got 4 director and all have different mindset plus one immediate superior. Imagine two wanna go to moon, one wanna goto the sun, one wanna stay and one more wanna goto Pluto. But somehow, I face them strongly and patiently..I believe they have their reason and I’m humble of myself because I’m a newly fresh grad working in the society therefore I take all advices and comments on me so that I can accelerate myself forward.

I believe in this era, we’re talking about survival of kingdom or kingdom of survival..haha..I dunno which one la..but mainly talking about ‘only the strong will survive and those are weak will be taken over’. I also believe there are so many job out there which are better and offer much more higher pay. But how are we assure that the boss attitude are better and we might end up they’re even worse than current one. We might end up hooping around to look for better boss and easier job.

To tell you the truth, I had been searching for new job and even attended a few interview. I end up to stay back to where I am now. Time does not allow me to transfer yet. I’m waiting patiently and steadily that one day I can break free and that day I promise to myself I wanna be someone different..

Since we’re complaining and cursing everyone around. Its better that we keep it in our mind and be someone whose better in the future if we have opportunity to run our own business or become leader to a bunch of members. Here again I believe, we have our ability and expectation towards our group members.

Very sorry for being mumbling so much. But i would like to share this, I had been working for university project for continuous for 3 years. Every year when its ended, I said I never wanna involve anymore but indeed i keep on. My good friend every time give me encouragement words and I end up 3 years. Now I look back, I realize that I had done so much with my group. The new leader that taken over my throne have problem to achieve the required standard. Of course, this is a lost to university and they offered me place to do postgrd with good allowances early of this year which is too late now bcos I had started mine here.

Of course we need that ’somebody’ to understand our need and emotion too..Imagine if anyone can working, studying and in the same time getting married with so many things to be arrange and that ’somebody’ is complaint that dint spend most of the time with her?? haha…I’m strongly believe and time will tell..”Nothing is impossible”